Myself

I guess you could say im more of an introverted person. How i seem to keep to myself, and stuff feelings at times. My Grandma says im more like her. She says i used to be more outgoing when i was younger, and my dad says i used to be the spunkiest kid of my sisters. He says that he ruined me. But i really cant say. I know i avoid conflict in my family, because truth is theres too much of that in my household. Theres my sisters fighting and then my parents arguing and then theres me who avoids it. My mom says i should be the peacekeeper for my sisters but i cant stop them. They just keep fighting. But its true, i do love to be alone in my room, just thinking to myself, reading and writing. Im not one to talk to my sisters much about how i feel, i dont know, i just dont do that. And then i know im being eaten alive by keeping my feelings inside, I've gotta learn mot to do that. Because its just bad. It gets to you and you feel like your going to explode. Physically and emotionally. Im an emotional person. I have break downs, some days are better than others. And i think too much. But i guess that sums that up.