Restless

I could feel my mind screaming at me. The blood rushing through my head. I wasn't gonna win tonight or ever. I began sinking into my inner shell, my eyes tearing. My mind innevitly not there. I began throwing objects in sight, hearing as they crashed through the wall. My mouth opened to yell, and swear, while sweat dripped down my back.
I could taste my mouth getting dry, my voice strained and weak. My subconscious losing my vivid picture. Black and white turning to blurry images. My fear rising in flames, my body shaking. It felt as if I was falling off a cliff.