You

As i lay here imagining with this person in my mind, it feels nice, but when i wake up im alone. And your not here, your in my mind. Sometimes i wonder if i should put away everything. The cards, the gifts, and hide them away. The cardss always sit on my night stand. The necklace on my dresser, the ring on my finger. The memories in my mind. The face in my eyes. The love in my heart. The picture on my book shelf. Everything staring at me, flooding my mind. Wishing, hoping, that was now. Even now i think of is together, raising kids, having a family. I want that, with you only. I would love to see what our kids would look like. I would love to be with you for the rest of my life. To marry you, to be with you. You to hold me in your arms, to kiss me, to love me. To be wanted. No matter what, i cant seem to let you go. Your too dear to me. Because i know in my heart, i love you. And i want it all back.