Okay, I think I spend way too much at home. It seems like my sisters are always doing something, and I'm just sitting at home like a hermit. I need to get out, I need to spend time with friends, I need a vacation. I'm way to much of a home body. It seems like I've always been that way. I'm always stuck at home with my parents while my sisters are usually gone. Now I know I must not be the only person in the world who feels like they are always home. I mean... Come on now !
I know there's always school work I could work on, but that's no fun. I need to hang out with friends more. Have them pick me up, and go do something, or just chill at a store or something. Apparently I do not have a lot of social life. I have confined myself to staying home a lot. Therefore I am a hermit. I've had chances to hang out with friends in the past and declined the offer. Now my Osseo friends are seemly very busy and I don't keep in contact with them really. Once in awhile ill text one here or there. But normally I think I've lost them. So then there's my best friends and they can be busy sometimes but normally they are the ones see often. Then there's Isaac and who knows how long I've been trying to hang out with him and he's always busy with school or something going on or with some other friends. I mean sure I am a little busy with school but that's about all I got. Then I'm free like all the time. And sure I would love to see my cousins and my grandma but it's hard finding a weekend that's a long one so making it a longer trip before having to go back to school. It's complications. So there you have it. So I need to find some social life and I need to break the hermit. So with all this chatter you must becoming bored of my ranting. But thanks for listening anyways. But it was just nice to I don't know get out there. So don't free fall, jump out.
And lately I've been having fall outs with my cousin. What I mean by that is we talk then we don't talk for days or weeks at a time. Well we seem to offend one another or say something that shouldn't have been said and then we are pissed at each other. That's happened more than once this year. Ya and I do get tired of dealing with her sometimes, I mean that happens. But all in all I still love her. And yes I might not like how she does things or the way she acts sometimes. But usually we need each others support. So I know we need to just see past each other and just leave it be. Because I tend to get upset at her and will block her from contacting me, because I don't feel like talking to her. So ya it's crazy. But usually we get a long fine. So it's only a matter of time till we get pissed off again. But ya I'm done ranting now. So ill just go.
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