My heart is pounding now that I've seen what I've done, and who I shown myself to be. I listen to the conversation and can't bear to listen any longer. They havent heard it at all, but now I've seen what I've done.
A flaw, a miserable one. Doing absolutely everything wrong.. Regretting it...
But knowing what is to come I fear for myself isn't that string and could never make it. The words running through my mind, the constant nagging. And then I can feel myself believing...
Im stuck and now I'm hopeless and drowning. How did I let myself get this way? Why did I do what I did? Am I hopeless now, in the sight of myself?
The running of my thoughts breaks my mind, shattering every piece of hope. Nothing is left... My mind has perished and now thinks these lies, that I have not known for months. Turning back would just ruin myself, but moving forward is tangled.
My mind Is nothing, and so am I... I leave in mourn and leave my future behind.. Will I see it again? Thats the question that goes missing..
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